I know I never post on here much anymore, but I have got to vent.
I don’t understand how after this much time, I still don’t feel like I fit in. It hurts and you just don’t get it. I try to tell you how I feel but you just tell me I’m overreacting. You think so lightly of things sometimes and it’s like you don’t see when something is actually hurting me. I love you more than anything but I wish you would just include me in something that is this big of a part of your life. I shouldn’t have to still feel awkward around them. I’m not new anymore, yet I still feel like I am. Maybe I’m overreacting, like always. I guess this is just another thing I’ll tell myself to get over and stop being stupid about. It’s just like everything else. I’ll just push it right to the back of my mind along with everything else I’m just being stupid about.
Le sigh
I am running out of space in the back of my mind